aku adalah angin...

there's always a sharp pain in my heart everytime i read his blog.
and unbearable throbing headache when i read hers.
their blogs, the little notes, the comments.
it hurts, really, it eats me inside, yet i read it.
so yeah, i know how much he loves her, how bad he misses her.
and of course, she misses him too.


but for God's sake,
SHE'S MARRIED!!!.


walaupun kata mereka atas nama friendship, but still i can't help thinking,
apa hukumnya seorg perempuan yg telah bersuami masih bermain emosi dgn lelaki lain? dan apa hukumnya pula, seorang lelaki yg mengetahui dgn jelas perempuan yg dicintainya itu telah menjadi isteri kpd lelaki lain tapi masih juga melafazkan rindu dendamnya secara nyata? ya, sekalipun atas landasan 'persahabatan' (wtf?) sehidup-semati-saling-mengerti-sepenuh-jiwa-raga-forever-and-ever?

ironinya, mereka bukan dari kalangan yg jahil agama malah sangatlaaaaahhh bijaksana...!