aku adalah angin...

hari ni sepanjang masa abes maen tukar2 template. mcm best la pulak. i siriyesli need to change the layout of this blog. one thing though… it's not going to be black anymore that’s for sure. not that i don't like black anymore, but i think it’s about time to make a change.

while doing all this, i was wondering sbnrnya. just how much of one's past gets carried on to the present and the future? i mean aku cuba tukar layout supaya nampak baru, but at the same time cuba kekalkan few things. could that be the same as life itself? i take whatever good i can salvage over the past years and add to it a whole new dimension of my being. i guess that's about agreeable to everyone… pple do it one way or another.

now if that's to myself, what about how other pple see me. ini dlm konteks idop lah, bukan blog ni sbb dah sah2 tade sape yg bley access blog nih.

kalau aku berubah, how much of my past do they bring forth to the present and future? kenapa selalunya the bad is only taken to be remembered and the good is forgotten in an instant espeshli when it concerns what one remember of other pple? is our legacy so fitting that only the bad and most heinous, keji of deeds are remembered and passed on for others to remember?

gee whiz… what's worse is that the things that get remembered are always passed on in the shadows, never in the open. pple may smile, pple may say good things in front of me. but turn around for one second and they start talking shit about me behind my back.

so sickening, but i guess, that what life is all about.