aku adalah angin...

as free as the wind...

I Dont Believe You - Pink

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I don't mind it
I don't mind at all
It's like you're the swing set
And I'm the kid that falls
It's like the way we fight
The times I've cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion's there
So it's got to be right
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

I don't mind it
I still don't mind at all
It's like one of those bad dreams
When you can't wake up
It looks like you've given up
You've had enough
But I want more
No I won't stop
Because I just know
You'll come around
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

Just don't stand there and watch me fall
Because I, because I still don't mind at all

It's like the way we fight
The times I've cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion's there
So it's got to be right,
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

I don't believe you

terima kasih

a heartfelt song by Makcik Vogue sings along... (0)

hahahahahahah

AKAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

ternyata hari ini....

akak tersasar dari tabik sy....heheheheheh

akak kantoi....dalam maenan ayat2 sy

lalalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

gelakkaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnn

lalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

sy fahammmmmmmmm

hahahahahahahahahaaaaaa

akak percaye ker hayat2 sy ngan die tuuuuuuuu

heheheheheh

tu ar pasal......

akak memang pandai dlm bab2 laen

tp bab2 kias mengias nie...akak amat lemah....heheheheheheheh

seriyessss nie sy nak kabau....

akak fail dlm menterjemah maksod atey...heheheheheheh

lalalalalallaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

aku dah taw.....perkare sebenau

nie bukan soal belajo tinggi hokeyyyyyyyyyyyy

tp....soal maenan atey ngan perasaan....

okeyyy...

cenggini.......

contoh......

katekan....

dalam satu lift.......ade ramai owang

tetibe ade bau owang buang hangin....

ade sowang tu ckp.....woi sape buang hangin nie....

tetibe ...ade sowang makhlok jwb....jgn tudoh aku ek....

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

jadik

owang yg perihatin tu ler........subjek pd citer td

hahahahahahahaha

owang laen....x kate ape2 pon....

tapi mcmane akak sowang yg mampu menilai ckp2 cik za..tu....

haaaaaa

akakkkkkkkkk

die hanye pelakon sahaja

sy ulang....

die hanye pelakonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn sahajeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

carik sendiri

sebalik maksod citer tu

carik sendiri pahammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

tawwwwwwwwww

tp akak jgn plak jadik owang yg kentot dlm lift tu


a-beng (29/7/2009 11:48:48 PM)



kerana menganggap aku bodoh

untuk percaya semua kata2 kau.

hanya pelakon my ass!!!



i looked at the pic of their unborn baby, and i felt like as if i was looking at my own.
and the above mentioned painful question strucked me hard.


what if...
yeah, just what if...

sometimes u think that everything in ur life is written in stone.
yes u believe that everything u do is destined by some higher power and force.
but sometimes u say that ur destiny is in ur own hands.

u often confuse urself with destiny and fate. u think they are both one of the same thing, but in reality, they are not. maybe u're fated to experience things in the roads take. maybe that's the one thing that u can't escape. the events and experiences on the choices u make in ur lives would always be same. frens u make can die, money u earn can go up in smoke, goals u work for can be shattered.

but in the end, no matter what befalls u… all u have is urself. pple say God helps those that helps themselves. u have to believe that u can actually change things to ur way should u choose to help urself. that's ur destiny alright… whatever u choose it to be. fate's just the things that are in ur way… u still have to walk over the other side on ur own with or without help. whatever u set ur mind to, as long as u're willing to fight it down to tooth and claws is entirely possible.

trust me.

sometimes...

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sometimes i get lost along life’s path.

sometimes i loathe the day after just because.

sometimes wishful thinking clouds judgments.

sometimes fear of tomorrow grips me.

sometimes i just feel...



...lost.

grrrreeeeeeeaaaattttt... aku tak pernah tau pun.
eh, mestilah. dah dia tak bagitau.

tau? tau kenapa dia tak bagitau?

BODOH!!!
dah kau tu BODOH buat apa dia nak bagitau?

hahahahahahahhahhhh!!!

BODOH!!!

AKU memang BODOHHHH!!!

mengatur langkah demi langkah
berjalan dan terus berjalan
dia cuba menyusur jejak-jejak kehidupan
semakin banyak pahit yang melemahkan
semakin banyak juga manis yang membangkitkan

dia telah menjelajahi semuanya
walau mungkin tidak sehebat yang lain
namun dia juga menempuhnya
suka dan duka, hitam dan putih
yang membuat hidupnya kian bermakna
membawa warna dalam belajar menjadi dewasa

pernah dia terhempas di dalam duka
namun dia tetap untuk kembali tegar
terkadang dia terbawa dalam suka
itu membawa pesona yang tak teringkar
dia terus melewati jejak-jejak hidup
memberi warna dalam berbagai lukisan redup
mencuba memahami peran hidupnya di dunia
mencuba memberi erti bagi semua

dia bersyukur
dengan duka, nestapa, dan ceria yang dialami
walau kadang semua sering tak terpahami
membuatnya cuba untuk lebih mengerti
akan takdir Ilahi

entah... i don't know how i can shoulder all of this by myself, without any outlet to let myself go, or pple i can connect and confide in.


i can't. i'm not that strong a person. i've never been that strong as a single person.


tonight is going to be a long night.


tomorrow will be one hell of a problem trying to hide all the wounds.

terkurung

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dia menitip sebait puisi
tentang rasa yang tak pernah dimengerti
tentang getar yang tak terfahami
tentang diri seseorang yang terus mengendap dalam jiwa terkunci

seseorang yang namanya tak pernah tersebut
namun tak pernah sedetik pun hatinya melupa
seseorang yang wajahnya tak pernah ditemu
namun selalu saja nampak di pelupuk mata tanpa menjemu
seseorang yang tak pernah terdengar bernyanyi lagu
namun selalu saja membuat hatinya merindu

sepanjang jalan dipungutnya patahan kata yang terjejaki
dikumpulkan luruhan cahaya dan ditandai jejak hati
setiap satunya disimpan rapi

betapa dia ingin berlari kepada seseorang itu
ingin digapai, disentuh jiwanya
namun kakinya terkurung antara dua rasa
pilu dan rindu

dia menitip bait puisi
terukir pada prasasti hati dengan penuh rela
walaupun seseorang itu tak pernah memandang
tetap selalu ada rindu mendiam
bagai angin bersatu dengan alam

SUX!!! (or FUCK?)

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sometimes life really sux...


...and i cant express how much i am hating it right now!!!

'Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no self.' - Cyril Connolly -