aku adalah angin...

as free as the wind...

why?

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why is sometimes when i try to do the right thing...
i end up causing more problems for myself than i could ever imagine?

becoz selflessness doesn't pay, but pple do it anyway becoz it’s the right thing to do.



why is always that the good pple always die on me...
but the assholes keep going on and on?

becoz they’ve accomplished their life’s mission (to be good) sooner than everyone else and are heading to their reward in heaven.



why is it sometimes when i can be surrounded by pple all my life...
i feel nothing but the empty dark of nothingness.

becoz those pple aren’t the right ones to surround urself with.



why is it just when i think i found someone i can relate to...
i find out that someone's heart belongs to someone else??

becoz u’re there in his life to open his eyes and see that the girl he's after doesn't mean to be with him.



such is life. such is the irony in the scale that my life is.

then again… it's the life that you are living in, dear.

nyata hatinya tak bisa berdusta
meski keras dicuba melupakan nya
tetap tak bisa terhapus semua
setulus rasa telah diberikan pada nya

sekelumit pun takkan disesali
setiap saat dinikmati penuh erti
walau jalan yang ditempuh
kian menjauh

saat ini dia menghindari
namun hati tak bisa memungkiri
maafkan aku terlalu mencintaimu
dan aku mencintaimu kerana hatiku mencintaimu
hatinya merintih pilu

walaupun selalu lelah memendam rasa
tapi perihlah yang membuatnya bahagia
lantaran tega dia menjaga rasa hati
hingga saat nafas terhenti
hanya untuk nya...

empty

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i was just sitting here when an awful thought struck me...



...i don't know what i want from life.

Twentysomething - Jamie Cullum

After years of expensive education
a car full of books, and anticipation
I'm an expert on Shakespeare, and that's a hell of a lot
but the world don't need scholars as much as I thought

Maybe I'll go travelling for a year,
finding myself, or start a career
i could work with the poor, though I'm hungry for fame
we all seem so different, but we're just the same

Maybe I'll go to the gym, so I don't get fat
all things are easy, with a tight six-pack
who knows the answers, who do you trust
I can't even separate love from lust

Maybe I'll move back home, and pay off my loans,
working nine to five, answering phones
don't make me live for my friday nights,
drinking eight pints and getting in fights

I don't want to get up, just let me lie in
leave me alone, I'm a twentysomething

Maybe I'll just fall in love, that could solve it all,
philosophers say that that's enough
there surely must be more, ooh

Love aint the answer, nor is work,
the truth deludes me, so much it hurts,
but I'm still having fun and I guess that the key,
I'm a twentysomething and I'll keep bein' me

I'm a twentysomething, let me lie in,
leave me alone, I'm a twentysomething

I Dont Believe You - Pink

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I don't mind it
I don't mind at all
It's like you're the swing set
And I'm the kid that falls
It's like the way we fight
The times I've cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion's there
So it's got to be right
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

I don't mind it
I still don't mind at all
It's like one of those bad dreams
When you can't wake up
It looks like you've given up
You've had enough
But I want more
No I won't stop
Because I just know
You'll come around
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

Just don't stand there and watch me fall
Because I, because I still don't mind at all

It's like the way we fight
The times I've cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion's there
So it's got to be right,
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

I don't believe you

terima kasih

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hahahahahahah

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ternyata hari ini....

akak tersasar dari tabik sy....heheheheheh

akak kantoi....dalam maenan ayat2 sy

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gelakkaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnn

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sy fahammmmmmmmm

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akak percaye ker hayat2 sy ngan die tuuuuuuuu

heheheheheh

tu ar pasal......

akak memang pandai dlm bab2 laen

tp bab2 kias mengias nie...akak amat lemah....heheheheheheheh

seriyessss nie sy nak kabau....

akak fail dlm menterjemah maksod atey...heheheheheheh

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aku dah taw.....perkare sebenau

nie bukan soal belajo tinggi hokeyyyyyyyyyyyy

tp....soal maenan atey ngan perasaan....

okeyyy...

cenggini.......

contoh......

katekan....

dalam satu lift.......ade ramai owang

tetibe ade bau owang buang hangin....

ade sowang tu ckp.....woi sape buang hangin nie....

tetibe ...ade sowang makhlok jwb....jgn tudoh aku ek....

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

jadik

owang yg perihatin tu ler........subjek pd citer td

hahahahahahahaha

owang laen....x kate ape2 pon....

tapi mcmane akak sowang yg mampu menilai ckp2 cik za..tu....

haaaaaa

akakkkkkkkkk

die hanye pelakon sahaja

sy ulang....

die hanye pelakonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn sahajeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

carik sendiri

sebalik maksod citer tu

carik sendiri pahammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

tawwwwwwwwww

tp akak jgn plak jadik owang yg kentot dlm lift tu


a-beng (29/7/2009 11:48:48 PM)



kerana menganggap aku bodoh

untuk percaya semua kata2 kau.

hanya pelakon my ass!!!



i looked at the pic of their unborn baby, and i felt like as if i was looking at my own.
and the above mentioned painful question strucked me hard.


what if...
yeah, just what if...

sometimes u think that everything in ur life is written in stone.
yes u believe that everything u do is destined by some higher power and force.
but sometimes u say that ur destiny is in ur own hands.

u often confuse urself with destiny and fate. u think they are both one of the same thing, but in reality, they are not. maybe u're fated to experience things in the roads take. maybe that's the one thing that u can't escape. the events and experiences on the choices u make in ur lives would always be same. frens u make can die, money u earn can go up in smoke, goals u work for can be shattered.

but in the end, no matter what befalls u… all u have is urself. pple say God helps those that helps themselves. u have to believe that u can actually change things to ur way should u choose to help urself. that's ur destiny alright… whatever u choose it to be. fate's just the things that are in ur way… u still have to walk over the other side on ur own with or without help. whatever u set ur mind to, as long as u're willing to fight it down to tooth and claws is entirely possible.

trust me.

sometimes...

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sometimes i get lost along life’s path.

sometimes i loathe the day after just because.

sometimes wishful thinking clouds judgments.

sometimes fear of tomorrow grips me.

sometimes i just feel...



...lost.

grrrreeeeeeeaaaattttt... aku tak pernah tau pun.
eh, mestilah. dah dia tak bagitau.

tau? tau kenapa dia tak bagitau?

BODOH!!!
dah kau tu BODOH buat apa dia nak bagitau?

hahahahahahahhahhhh!!!

BODOH!!!

AKU memang BODOHHHH!!!

'Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no self.' - Cyril Connolly -