terdiam dalam ruang sepi tak berteman
terlintas sebuah bayang bermain difikiran
larut dalam hayal tak bertepian
hatinya terus menyayangi
walau tahu tak pernah dipeduli
rasa itu bukan datang sesaat
tapi makin lama makin memberat
dan rasa itu telah ada entah sejak bila
sama sekali tak pernah dipinta
hakikatnya terus membara
menanti balasan yang tak pernah tiba.
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Ms Wind
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a heartfelt song by
Makcik Vogue
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i'm losing a lot of things in my life. memories, opportunities, life, sanity. i haven't had a decent sleep in the past few weeks and all that i've been up to is tossing and turning for hours on end just thinking of where i'll be going and what i'll be doing in the years to come.
given what i can do now, it's hard to say for sure what 3 months down the road will look like for me, let alone 1 year or even 5 years down the line. what i can say is that i still have things i need to do and as scared as i am, as tired and worn out as i am, as much as my sanity can bear, whatever i do still will get done.
it's a matter of what other price i have to pay to see that they are done. it's a matter of what other things in life i have to watch pass me by to get what i need. it's a matter of how many more sleepless nights i can bear before i either collapse from exhaustion or lose the rest of my sanity altogether.
somehow with that future unknown and what i know comes next… losing my sanity isn't such a bad idea after all.
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Ms Wind
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hidup adalah rantaian masalah
dan kerana masalah itulah sikap setiap manusia berbeda
ya, sikap manusia tentunya berbeda
namun apa sekalipun dugaan yg datang
pasti disebaliknya ada kebaikan
anggaplah masalah itu satu kekuatan
yg menekan dan menghenyak kamu
jauh ke dasar tasik
dan jadikan dirimu seperti pelampung
manfaatkan energi tekanan itu dgn baik
saat tekanan terlepas
maka kau
dgn kuat dan tingginya
lalu kau hitung dgn saksama
perhatikan hasil analisanya
bukankah kau dpt merasakan bahawa ternyata kau mampu pergi jauh lebih tinggi
daripada hanya terapung pada muka air?
maka
apa pun yg menimpamu
jadikanlah ia sumber kekuatan
untuk meningkatkan ketabahan, kesabaran, dan kekentalanmu...
a heartfelt song by
Makcik Vogue
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i'm doomed!
no i'm not!
wait, maybe i am... hmm...
well guess what?
u might know what's behind all this in due time.
so maybe all u need is time!!!
in due time, huh?
what if time isn't on my side.
and i may have to wait too long?
u might know what's behind all this in due time.
so maybe all u need is time!!!
in due time, huh?
what if time isn't on my side.
and i may have to wait too long?
a heartfelt song by
Ms Wind
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malam,
gelap pekat.
sebatang lilin di tangannya
nyalanya menari dalam gelap
ada kerjap pilu masa lalu
ada binar rindu memburu
leleh di tangannya
mengiring detik demi detik
menuju terang mentari
dan ketika lilin itu lenyap
melepuh di tangan kecilnya
perlahan diusap ke muka
sambil mata menyorot cahaya
dari timur cakerawala.
a heartfelt song by
Makcik Vogue
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i hope You know what You're doing...
...coz i dont!
a heartfelt song by
Ms Wind
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Time waits for no one, sure as the tide pulls the ocean
Sure as, the path that's been chosen, cannot be changed
In my life's destination, I searched for the explaination
For some kind of reason, for my sorrow and pain
But in my isolation I learned to listen
To be thankful for the love that I'd been given
[Chorus]
This is my journey, journey through life
With every twist and turn I've laughed and cried
As the road unwinds
This is my journey, and I've learned to fight
To make me strong enough, to lift me up, to bring my dreams alive
In my desperation I swore that never again
Would I hear all the laughter of my friends and my family
A million tears that I'd cried then began to dry
In the silence of the night time
I had came to realize
A sweet inspiration filled my horizon
Gave me the heart to go on and never would give in
[Chorus]
I'm going to love each moment, of every day and night
I'll look back to the past with the sweetest smile
For now I realise, I've been given the key to life
I've been kissed by the angel by my side
[Chorus]
To bring my dreams alive
To bring my dreams alive
this is my journey afterall, mak...
a heartfelt song by
Ms Wind
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sometimes in bleakest moments of ur life, u need time to step back and look at the big picture of things. actually, when u come to think of it again… its at times when u are at ur lowest low lah that u have to look at the big picture of things in ur life.
life has its own way of working things out whether u realise it or not. it may not be to ur own whim and fancy, but… given the right push and turn on ur part… it just might turn out to be what u need in the first place.
guess that's all what u have to do now. or maybe, its a perfect time to do so. u've got ur own time to spare before things will start to heat up and in any case, there are things u need to do to make sure this problem of urs doesn't spread like the cancer u're trying to stop.
look at the big picture, it's just the only way u're going to think of a solution.
a heartfelt song by
Makcik Vogue
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when u're thinking about sharing the horrible moments that happened during the past few days, when u're suffering from nauseating pain so bad, u want to kneel over and rip the painful parts off, u know u've crossed the line between reality and insanity.
at times like this it helps to have a partner that would drag you off to bed. yeah bed - if i could lie down and sleep - is good, and pain aint a good thing.
so i'm going.
no questioned asked.
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Makcik Vogue
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balek kampung.
it aint the place where i was born, tapi aku dah jadik penduduk tempat ni sejak 4 bln slps keluar dari perut mak. this is the place where i grew up, the place where i learned, the place where i fell in love with ensiklopedia and got heart broken sbb papa tak belikan (mana mampu dowh!), the place where i sinned and saint. a place where serenity is not just a mere word - a place where it is lived. only in this place i can find peace.
but... something happened.
my eyes were opened for the very first time. i saw and i learned that sanctuary lies not in the land we go nor in the land we live, but it is in the heart that we care for. i was thought and my belives were strengthen not to give up hope but to hold it tight.
i felt reborn.
no more anger at my self. no more dissappoinments towards the flesh.
only gratefulness.
i see love.
i see hope.
